As 2014 is almost upon us, I've taken time to reflect on the things that have been happening in the past year 2013. Some I absolutely love, and some I absolutely loathe. As I mentioned in my "the start of an end" post, this year was a game-changer and I meant that in both bad and good. After two straight seasons of Awkward in one hot Friday afternoon and an unpleasant feeling in my throat, I have piled in a lot of feelings. The thought of next year is scaring me. I had been avoiding this thought. But it's December and I'm nothing near prepared and my mum had brought it up last night in the car on our way home. I haven't been the best student in class 4A and frankly, keeping up isn't all sunshine. More of rain. Or a thunderstorm. Time is moving too fast. And it will remain to move fast next year, which how my heart is as I write. I will miss the commitment free year. Free from the guilt of taking my studies oh so lightly. But like all good things in this world of cruelty and absurdness, it has an end. And my end is now. Things needed to be changed and some adjustments needed to be made. Specifically with how I spent time. And it needed to be more wise.
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